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Subject:I'm alive....
Time:06:15 pm
Current Mood:[mood icon] indescribable
Its just that I'm now on LJ. I should check here more than I should but....meh. People should get LJ accounts and then tell me about it. Why? Cuz then I'll add you to my list. My LJ is friends only, but am thinking about changing that again. I like it being friends only though. ^_^

Jen--if you are out there, will you please get in contact with us? us being Katie, April, Karen, Dessa, or me? Or somebody else that I haven't mentioned? Please? *hugs muchly* miss you dear.
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Subject:Wanted to take a quiz....mew.
Time:08:28 am
Current Mood:[mood icon] indescribable
broom
You are a kitchen witch, the kind of practical
pagan that practices magic off the cuff as need
be. You like to help people and tend to be more
approachable than other types of pagans.


Which Pagan are you?
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Time:01:06 am
Current Mood:[mood icon] accomplished
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Subject:go me go me go me...
Time:07:11 pm
Current Mood:[mood icon] geeky
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Current Music:NOISES!
Subject:Fucking-A
Time:10:47 am
Current Mood:[mood icon] confused
No, really. *GRIN*

I got my second essay from Composition back. I got an A. Wtf? This paper wasn't...so maybe it was. Mew! I just--I did not think that paper was that good. Not A quality at all. Yet professor says it is...and...mew!

FYI: The paper was a literary analysis on two essays that we read in class. I decided on the theme rebellion and entitled the paper: This is What We Are Fighting For. ((Psst--extra cookies for the person whom knows what song that is from! Double points if you can give me the artist as well!))
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I'm just going to go be confused and happy now. And try to write something for Grindstone. Or baring that, edit the RP sessions.
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Current Music:And a bit annoyed
Subject:Mrow
Time:08:47 am
Current Mood:[mood icon] apathetic
I'm feeling apathetic today. I didn't even finish all of my essay and I really don't feel like doing it now. I'll just go to class and ask for help on how to get rid of the writer's block. I mean, all people understand that others get writing block, right? Mew.

Its that and its the fact that on WoW--I just shouldn't have looked there. I feel like a big fat loser because of something I posted. I know that some people are glad (well 1 person) that I wrote it, but meh. I know people have social lives in real life, but they don't really need to point it out to people whom have none. *bangs head on desk* Tis the way I feel. Yes, I'm pathethic, shut up. But I have no life, so I'm allowed. Mew.

Its getting to the point in the semeter where I don't care about anything. Apathy is looming and I'm starting to not care about others being sick. I'm starting to not care about people coming to me with their problems. So tempted to just yell at them to go away and leave me alone. No, I can't deal with you right now, but I'll deal with you at a later date. Try sometime in November when I'm not writing. >< Its just--life is too big. I know it is--but it feels even bigger today. Perhaps its because I have to go to a group meeting at 11:45 and I have no idea what we are going to talk about. Plus, one of the group members can't be there so--*sigh*

I just really don't care.
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Subject:mew
Time:11:06 am
Current Mood:[mood icon] embarrassed
Last night was a disaster. I blew up at a best friend whom has been with me through a lot. If she checks dj, I really am sorry. I should not have been like that.

Okay--real reason for the post. Well--I have no real reason for the post. I'm just going to mull around today, probably go see Underworld. My dad says its the best vampire movie--even better than Blade. My reaction: I'll go see it. So, I'll be dragged off to a movie today via the dad and the Mikey. I just hope it is before the cubs game and not after. mew.

that's all i have to say. to my best friend: i really am sorry. I was a jackass. please forgive me.
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Current Music:Joy // VNV Nation
Time:11:06 am
Current Mood:[mood icon] amused
To do for the entire week

  1. Finish newsmaker assignment that is due Wednesday. Edit:I still can't find the dates. Mew.
  2. Do rough draft for composition that is due on Thursday. That paper is on my being a reader. Edit: They liked the drabble of a paper!
  3. Go to classes. Edit: Working on it.
  4. Go to CIS 100 orientation on thursday at 11:30. YAY! *poings* My only reason for living this week! Its finally going to start! Woohoo!
  5. Work on the three chapters of poly sci questions that I have not been doing. If for the only reason that I think about doing them and then lose interst. Really really need to catch up on these. *Baps self*
  6. Sleep and eat. I've added these because I know I've been neglecting to do them. Don't ask, I just have. Mew.
  7. Work on Tremere plot of DOOMâ„¢. Which includes making NPCs, looking over books, and generally being the gaming geek that I know I am.
  8. Poke Diana into sending stuff...or her address and mail the check for postage. However, this works better if Diana sends me stuff first and then I send her money. Blargity. Or I could go down to TN, get the stuff and spend some time with her. Road trip anyone?
  9. Try to be philosophical. Fail miserably and mope. Then get over it and be a happy hyper hollow one. ^_~
  10. Must...finish...fanfictions. Write at least one chapter for each. If cannot do until next week, that's fine. But really should finish up that chapter of Masks. Almost done with it and it introduces April's favorite character...:-P Fanfiction order is as follows for updating: Masks, Switch/Trinity fic, Flowers (original fic), Rebirth (X-men), Rings (LotR), Stories of the Night (Blade), and maybe start Red Tears (sequel to Lonelyness). *breathes* No, I don't have much to write for, really I don't. *whisles innocently* Link to almost all fics (Flowers is on aff.net) is My stories.
  11. Work on characters that are not done yet. Which include a mage for Nexus, a "Toreador" for Katie, and updating another mage for Nexus whose foci need to change. Mew.
  12. Work on getting a life. Somewhat succeed and dance of happyness.
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Subject:And Monday morning it is.
Time:04:31 pm
Current Mood:[mood icon] determined
Well, I wasted the weekend. However, it is so not a total waste. I got good gaming in and I feel a bit more productive than I have in a while. Perhaps this will make me want to actually write after class today. And after going to the grocery store and all. I need to get the rough draft done of my first essay for comp 101 started tonight. Meaning that I sit down and force myself to write at least two paragraphs with my bubbling, which should be easy.

Oh! And I have an actual date of when I am coming up. So people should be nice and give April gas money! And I have pick-up crack for people who want it. All Tremere pickup...*evil grin* I've always wanted to do this, just so everyone knows. *poing* It will be run on Saturday night for those who want to game...or friday. It will be one of the two, I need to see when people are avaliable. But, yeah. And I need my mage books from Diana to do the all-mage chronicle online...but I'm doubting I can do that. I'm streched far too thin right now between WoW and Nexus. blargity. Oh well. Oh, and if you want, read the to-do list for some funny things.

To do for the entire week )

Whew. But at least its detailed...^_~
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Subject:Quizzes
Time:11:54 am
Legolas, Prince of Mirkwood. Surprisingly, he isn't
my favorite. You're best buddies with a Dwrf.
Cool?


Are you Legolas, Haldir, or Elrond?
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Current Music:Alanis Morriesette // The Dear People song. ^_^
Subject:And the insanity goes on.
Time:11:54 am
Current Mood:[mood icon] creative
Oh shush. I am a bit tired but...mew. Creativeness flew into my mind. I blame the composition class that I'm taking. Please note that this is not finished yet! I'll be updating it throughout the day as I don't have time to just sit down and write it in one go. If for the only reason that I think I'll have creative energy after my first class as I have a big break. *sigh* Don't want a big break anymore, want another class...I'll stop whinning now.

Edit: Okay, so it is done. Mew. No, I'm not writing anymore chapters after this, but I will put up the rest of her history. :-P Probably with...damnit. *baps the stupid people in her head, especially the one in the mirror* I need a writing icon. I'll go look for one later. I should go get food /now/ and stop putting it off or I'll be horrible through physical science.

Once Upon a December (finished) )
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Current Music:24
Time:10:59 pm
Mew. I'm feeling better, that's why this got edited, if anyone was looking at it. ^_^

Stuff

  1. Work on newsmaker assignment for Poly Sci
  2. Take the silly online quiz for Physical Science And I aced it! Woohoo!
  3. Study for grammer quiz next Tuesday for Composition
  4. Start composition essay after getting the assignement. Or at least brainstorm. I'm going to have a lot of things due that week of the paper being due. *shakes head*
  5. Update character sheets on Nexus for characters. Especially Amanda Waters (well, maybe will wait until after meeting), Pyre, Danica.
  6. Work on another chapter of Flowers. That chapter is done, btw. ^_^
  7. Finish the next chapter of Masks.
  8. Start the second story of Lonelyness. Title: Strength in Bone, Red Tears Fall. Maybe just Red Tears. Not sure yet.
  9. Call Gateway about my laptop. It will be mailed out on Tuesday...hopefully. Which means I'll get it on Thursday. Ideas on names anyone? I'm thinking either Switch or Morpheus.
  10. Try to make up to-do lists in either funny or serious content.
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Current Music:cafe
Subject:stuff
Time:10:27 am
Current Mood:mew
Stuff

  1. Work on newsmaker assignment for Poly Sci
  2. Take the silly online quiz for Physical Science
  3. Study for grammer quiz next Tuesday for Composition
  4. Start composition essay after getting the assignement. Or at least brainstorm. I'm going to have a lot of things due that week of the paper being due. *shakes head*
  5. Update character sheets on Nexus for characters. Especially Amanda Waters (well, maybe will wait until after meeting), Pyre, Danica.
  6. Work on another chapter of Flowers.
  7. Finish the next chapter of Masks.
  8. Start the second story of Lonelyness. Title: Strength in Bone, Red Tears Fall. Maybe just Red Tears. Not sure yet.
  9. Call Gateway about my laptop. Ideas on names anyone? I'm thinking either Switch or Morpheus.
  10. Try to make up to-do lists in either funny or serious content.
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Subject:Liz's schedule.
Time:09:03 am
Current Mood:a bit sleepy
Mondays and Wednesdays
11:00-12:15 Political Science

Tuesdays and Thursdays
9:25-10:40 Composition 101
12:15-1:30 Physical Science Survey

I'm also taking computer literacy, but I won't get orientation for it until 9/11. Woohoo. So on Mondays (since a friend is driving me home), I'll get home probably around 1:30. On Wednesdays, that will be around 1:30...mew?! How the hell...no, I don't want to know. *bangs head on desk* Gyah. And on Tuesdays and Thursdays, I'll be home around 3:15. Stupid political science class. *sigh* Maybe I'll start doing laundry again on Wednesdays. Five more minutes and then off to class for me. Ja ne.
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Subject:ah, to-do list, how I've missed thee. :-P
Time:08:17 am
Current Mood:[mood icon] silly
To Do!

  1. Write another chapter of Untitled Life (name of new fic, just decided), Masks, or Flowers. Or do all three. Or work on White and Black.
  2. Work on Kenosha plot.
  3. Ask Diana how much postage will be on her sending my books that I forgot to me. Need chantry book. Ploooooooooooooot.
  4. Figure out what to do with life. Forget to do and take a nap. *grin*
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Current Music:Attack of the Clones // movie
Subject:We are stories and we are many
Time:11:25 pm
Current Mood:[mood icon] creative
*Grins at April* That is your fault, you know. ^_~

But yes...am starting on another fic. White wolf as well, damn me. And yes, I know I need to update Masks, stop that. ^_^ I also need to go read Dark_Glory on lj. Its really good. *poing*

But yes, you guys want story. I give story...well, start of one.

Untitled so far )

He he. Tell me what you guys think. Please! Will tell me if I should continue this or not.
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Current Music:"Bowling for Columbine"
Subject:Bush, Chaney caught in Exxon Love Triangle
Time:12:36 am
Current Mood:dead tired
I <3 Bill Murary. I so do. He is great. Okay, I'm home from the vacation! WOOHOO! We survived! Go Erin, Anna, and me! And Diana too for putting up with us.

Friday: We drove. And we drove. And we drove some more...and then we hit Ohio. Goddamn Indiana is a huge fucking state! Its more flat than Illinois and I thought that would never happen! Goddess. Well, we dropped off April-chan, and then attempted to leave Ohio. They didn't want to let us go. No, I'm not kidding. Stop that. :-P And then we drove some more and I found out that my cell phone did not work /again/. Fuck a duck. We will get back to that in a bit. But yes, we did get there. And then we went to sleep and would go to the Gathering on Saturday.

Saturday: Got up at 5:30 am. I am the first person up. Damnit. Didn't go downstairs right away cuz of the dogs and their barking. they did bark when I went down a half hour later, but damnit, I wanted a shower. Mew. Took a shower, got food, and we went on the road. o/~On the road again...dadadee...on the road again...~/o. Fell asleep on the way there, didn't mean too. Sorry Diana-chan. But we got to the gathering. Got to see Will, Iris, and Gretchen! *Happy dances around* Was so so so so great to see them! Have missed all of them. Really have. And then went to a handfasting (wedding). Was really beautiful and I leaned against a tree to watch it. Broke too many branches. mew. Saw many things, liked a lot. Went to bed a bit early cuz of waiting up early. Roleplayed with Erin a bit for her killer game. *glomps Erin's game*

Sunday: We left around noon. Got to see a healing ritual, but I wasn't so sure about joining in. I'm glad I didn't because I would have probably messed something up. On the way back home, we stopped at Devil's Courthouse. So so beautiful up there. A bit of a hike for me, but I was so glad I did it. And then on the way down...we got rained on. I don't think anyone got really dry until after we were done with showers. And then, we did my game...my mage game. The one where I got to NPC the big kids because Anna wanted them as a contact for her mage. And I said yes. I also ran the avatar storm with that game and almost all of the big kids (Kate was a sorcereress), were masters or above. Getting back to the main plot, they were to help save a kid by the name of Marcus to get away from his Nephandius brother. However, Marcus was forced to be a Nephandius. ^^ And...mew. Too much like Adora back in the year 2000. gyah. But they did save Marcus and would have brought back his brother if he hadn't escaped. But when they went back...all big kids gone but Joe and Sandy. Joe went for Sandy and...and...mew. Too much agnst! Gyah. *baps it* Okay, onto Monday. Oh, time of getting to bed was 6:30, I believe.

Monday: It was either this day or Tuesday when we went to the crack book store. Since I think it was Tuesday, I'll save it for Tuesday. It was Diana's turn to GM that day and she did a Star Wars/D&D pick-up. Was soo much fun. Was on crack and we were on the ebil side. I played a 6th lvl sorcerer/5th lvl True Necromancer/5th lvl Cleric. And we actually got jobs with the opposite side before actually actively deciding to join it! ^_^ Silly people we are. But we did go and join the other side. Reason: They were compitent and knew what the hell they were doing. Go them. Time of going to bed: 7 am.

Tuesday: I do believe this is when we went to the bookstore. Must have been. So many rping books at half price. So so many. *Glomps that bookstore* Yay! This day was Erin's game, Victorian Age vampire. Played a 14th gen Ravnos with the concept Gehenna on a stick and the flaw of Harbiner of Gehenna. HEE! :) We had to go find a DoC that decided to skip out on her concert. Damn loony...*grumbles about them for a moment* But we all found her...let me point out that the two other players were playing a Tremere and an Aassamite. *rolls eyes at those two* Damn...*mutters something that cannot be heard and then winks at Anna* ;) But we all got along well and then Anna left. *cries* Mew! *hugs Anna* Time of going to bed: around 6:30-7 am.

Wednesday: Uneventful. Would have gone around, but Diana's car was in the shop. Reason? On Tuesday, she hit a gas thingie that was left out in the road. Her muffler was coming off and she needed an oil change. Hopefully, her window has been fixed by now. Hopefully. We started my Sabbat game on that night. Time of going to bed: 5:30 am?

Thursday: Met Throne. Cool guy. Continued Sabbat game. Damn diablerizers. Went back to bookstore as well and I got the second book of the first Dragonlance series.

Friday: Went up to tourist trap I cannot remember the name of or how to spell. Got fudge, cute little mugs for my mom and grandma, and accidently broke a temperature gage. I tell you, nobody can take me anywhere. Mew. I had to pay full price for breaking it and the woman was not nice about it. >< After that shop, we left Galensburg (?). Went up to the motor trail. SO BEAUTIFUL! Lots of gangrel havens as well. *nods sagely* Went to see a creek after I got a bit carsick and climbed down there to look at the water. And then we went to the place of a 1,000 drips. And yes, we did climb up a bit on the waterfall. *shakes head* Scared my mom more because of that, let me tell you. Mew. ^_^ Really didn't game this night because of going home on Saturday. April didn't remember that we were going to come to get her on Saturday. Appearntly, it raised a small stink. Oh well, please blame me. I was the only one who could make a decision and be firm about it.

Saturday: Going home. Sad goodbyes and all. Mew. ;_; I did not want to leave Diana's. We need to go back down there again and spend maybe more than a week. I certainly want to go back down there...*looks at Erin* Yes, you do as well. Stop telling me no, you silly. But, we drove. Indiana is faster at night than during the day. Still have to figure that one out. Got home around 10:30 pm, I believe. And...that's about it.

For how this week is going, check here on Saturday. I'll probably be doing an update then, while attempting to "clean" my room.
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Current Music:Evanescence/Going Under
Subject:How Life Is At the Moment
Time:11:04 am
Current Mood:[mood icon] happy
Life is going well at the moment. Hell, my report card could come, mom could yell at me, and I would probably still be in a good mood. Why? Because I get to go to Knoxville and be with people. Thank gods that everything got fixed up. *hugs Erin* She's going to be a savior for a bit. ^_^

In other news...I really don't have any other news. I haven't gotten farther in Diablo II yet and I haven't checked ezboard yet today. Will do that in a bit, but...meh. Oh well. Luck to Diana-chan on her test today. Luck to Xue on getting sleep for classes that start next week. Luck to all because we all need to be friends.

Ja ne.
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Subject:this is directed at everyone for the trip. Not anyone else, so don't take it that way.
Time:12:19 pm
Guess what...my two cents. Since everyone else is doing it and not considering a very key person and friend in all of this...Diana. No one is considering what is happening to her or her feelings. So here it is.

No one was giving suggestions of a middle ground that didn't cost a hell of a lot of money. Also, gatherings are important to Diana and since everyone agreed that TN sounded okay (or at least the people who were still trying to figure something the hell out), she decided that she wanted to go to a gathering. WHICH ARE IMPORTANT TO HER.

As of right now, yes I am pissed. But its not at you, its not at April, and its not at Jen. Its at the fact that people hate the decision that has been made for them. Yes, I know that Jen has a schedule where she can't get on for days at a time, but she does have a phone last time I checked. So she really shouldn't be arguing about this or mad at everyone. Sorry Jen, but get over it. It is not the end of the world at least when I checked outside my window this morning.

The main point is that Diana planned to go to something that means something to her. Just as Karen had planned to go to something that meant something to her, even though it was after the week was over. Just because Diana is able to do it doesn't mean everyone should get pissed about driving. Yes, I don't know what driving does to a person, but you don't think about how this feels to Diana. She probably now feels that no one really cares about the help that she has tried to give.

My main point of this entire really long entry is the fact that no one should be pissed at each other. It doesn't make anything better and we just couldn't come up with a compromise in time with the people on. It is not your fault, it is not April's fault, and it most certanly is not my fault for saying what I finally mean.
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Current Music:The White Stripes / Seven Nation Army
Subject:I want a shubbery or I will go Ni.
Time:12:43 am
Current Mood:*sighs*
"Back off we'll take you on
Headstrong to take on anyone
I know that you are wrong
Headstrong we're Headstrong
Back off We'll take you on
Headstrong to take on anyone
I know that you are wrong
This is not where you belong."
~"Headstrong" by Trapt.

Goddess, one would think that life could be easier and it is. It just involves Erin getting on to let me know that she will be driving down to Knoxville. And if she wants someone to drive with her, she needs to let me know ASAP. Like yesterday. Call or something, for the love of God. ^_^ The lyrics are just...mew. It felt right and I might want them later in order to write fanfic. In all truth...if Erin isn't going, then I probably won't. I really need a ride back up that won't cost me much money. Paying for Erin's gas is not that much money as one would think. *poings* However, this will be picked up on tomorrow.

So Erin...REPLY. Either tell me that you are going or not. I need to know NOW. NOW and not later. Later is too late already, damnit.
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